Join the TWLOHA Street Team.

This one was so easy for me. Anyone who knows me can tell you that I hold To Write Love On Her Arms very close to my heart. Back in 9th grade I wasn't doing so great. I hated myself and how my life was. But I pretended that everything was okay and resorted to hurting myself. And one day I somehow found TWLOHA. And while things didn't suddenly fix themselves, it helped me realize that in time things will get better. And now I get to help out the organization that helped me when no one else could.

So here's what I need you to do for me. Go to twloha.com. Read the story. Explore the site. If you like it, great! Join the street team. Buy a tshirt. Donate money or just spread the word. If not, then I can't make you like it.

A little side note..it's not an "emo" organization so if you feel the need to constantly point this out then screw you.

I don't need your bad energy.

A Little Side Note...

So normally this is supposed to be about my accomplishments and favorite things and before I get to one of my favorite things, I would just like to comment on something.

Have you ever had a group of friends who were just..I don't know..the people you always hung out with. Always talked to about things. Did everything together. Have you ever thought "We'll always be friends no matter what and nothing will get in between us and we'll all be in each others lives until we die"? I did. And you know what happened? Life happened. I honestly truly believe that while you can be friends with people from high school after high school ends, it won't last. You move on. You meet people in college. You go to different places. You change. It happens even before you get out of high school. I had a group of friends that I used to think I would die without. And today I saw one who just completely changed. And who she changed into makes me sad. And it makes me realize just how completely alone i've been. I don't think i've changed too much. I'm still the same person I was back when I had this group of friends. So what did I do to make them suddenly go off on their own seperate ways without so much as a goodbye? Or a "thanks for the memories?" Yeah, I may not be the coolest person on the planet. I may like staying home watching movies instead of going to a party with beer, pot and an overwhelming amount of drama. But I needed my friends. I needed people to comfort me when I was upset. To make me laugh. To give me advice and NO ONE was there. I was all alone while you had your fun running from the cops. It just hurts, you know?

But whatever. Soon i'll be at college and meet people that I could be friends with for the rest of my life.

Anyways. Time to put this to good use and introduce Favorite #1: Lady Gaga!
If there was one celebrity that I could choose to spend the day with it's Lady Gaga. I idolize her. Her style. Her music. The way that she doesn't give a shit about what people think. She inspires me to be myself and that sounds terribly cliche but it's so true. It also helps that she sang with my number one musical idol Elton John.

Yeah. That's power right there.

Her songs are incredibly catchy. Her music videos are masterpieces. She knows what she wants and does whatever she can to achieve it. Who wouldn't love Lady Gaga?

Which brings me to the haters and the rumors. I know so many people who hate Lady Gaga because "she's a dude and her music all sounds the same." Don't believe everything you hear. Stupid rumors of Gaga being a hermaphrodite are circling around and you know how she handles it? She laughs about it and brushes it off. And as for her music sounding the same? Well, T. Swift's music sure sounds the same to me but I still love it nonetheless.

I guess it's people's opinions. I can't make people like her. Unlike certain people who claim that if you don't like a certain band he will beat you up (ie. KEVIN ODOM.)

Well i'm off to watch some Beavis and Butt-head.
Goodnight!

Draw A Picture For A Stranger.

I have to admit..this one was pretty fun. I drew Dexter from Dexter's Laboratory. And it was a pretty damn good picture too.

So after school I creeped on a kid who was at his locker and waited until he left. Then I sneakily stuck it in his locker. I'm not entirely sure if he recieved it. He might have just thrown some more books on top of it. But it's done and accomplished and I feel proud. I think next time though i'll just tape it on the inside of his locker so he has to see it. I don't want my pretty picture going to waste!

So what to do next..I have a few ideas.

Well i'm off to band.

Well Hello There!

For those of you who don't know..i've decided to do a sort of cleansing..thing. Letting go of all the toxic in my life. Starting over. Trying new things and whatnot. So what is this little blog for? To document my progress of course! I figure that instead of writing about my mostly boring life, I will just write about how i'm changing it. And I will also write about my favorite things in the whole world. What a treat for you guys huh? So each day I will do something small. Whether it's make a new friend or draw a picture for a complete stranger. Make sense?

I guess i'll kick it off with what I accomplished already: 1. Reconnect with an old friend.

This could probably apply to two people. One is Connor Boyce. We used to go to school together. I can't say that we were incredibly close. But once I moved and saw people from Weymouth again, it was like people thought we were best friends. And so Connor was one of those people that I reconnected with. We don't talk all the time but it's nice to know that we still keep in touch sometimes.

The second person is Jake Cheverie. Jake moved to New Hampshire after 9th grade and for awhile we didn't talk much if at all. And just recently we've been talking more than normal. And I love it. Jake is like the bright spot in my very dull day. I can talk to him on the phone for hours. And I HATE talking on the phone in general. I feel like he started talking to me at the most perfect time. I've been going through a lot of stuff. And talking to him is like taking a break from my complicated life. All he does is make me laugh and it's great and i'm glad we are talking again. I dont think i'd be this okay with life right now if it weren't for him.

I realize that reconnecting with people that you don't talk to anymore is great because you gain something back. I can't explain it really. But you would know if you try it. So look back into your past or think back to one of your old best friends that you suddenly stopped talking to and send them a message or something. Honestly you'll feel good after doing that.

I also came to the conclusion that I can't think of small things to do so when I run out you will be able to tell because i'll either be doing stupid random things or talking about more of my favorite things. Just a little side note for you.